Tuesday, July 29, 2014
You continue to grow, change, devolope and form everyday.
Every single day you say or do something new. I love love to see and hear every little change and new thing you learn.
Every parents says their kids are amazing, well ya it's cuz little humans are so amazing how fast they grow, change and become into thier own beings.
But since I am you'r mom I of course just think your the smartest, best thing ever!! Haha. No really but you are truelly one amazing little soul.
Posted by Elena at 7:36 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2014
So it's July 21st and I'm writing this all down now but probably won't post it till another month or so.
Jeff and I decided we wanted another child little bit ago and thought we would start trying this summer.
I said it as a joke, saying " well if we conceive this July they can have birthdays in the same month"
Since Alex was conceived on July 4th weekend 2012.
Well haha ..... Be careful what you wish for.......
They are all positive 😜😜😜🙈🙈
So looks like you are going to be a big sister!! & have to share your birthday month ... ( sorry about that)
But Whooh as much as we were more ready this time, and even planned it, I still felt bit light headed after that line started to turn pink.
I sat there in complete dis believe that it was happening again. I think the flood of all those emotions is what makes the moment so sireal.
You feel so excited, nervouse, amazed, scared, then thinking again on how things will forever change (big or small) from this moment on.
How will we ever love someone else as much as we do you, How am I gonna chase after two kids? Give enough attention to the both, dress, worry about, play with, make sure both are feeling loved and not left out!?!?
I think about every single thing I do with you, but how do you devide that into two now??
Ok I know people do it with two three even ten !! And yes those people deserve a metal of honor and prob early very early retirement but still. How am I going to do it, no idea.
But I think about before you were born and all the things I couldn't completely comprehend that came pretty fast and naturally after having you.
So I'm guessing the same happenes with the 2 child ( i hope )
In a way a second child is by far easier in the fact that you feel like you have some experience now and at least know little bit what to expect.
But still it's a crazy feeling finding out.
So since I won't be post this for another few weeks. I'll just update this.
Well we have our first doc appt. Aug 14!! That's probably one of the most exciting and nerve wrecking appointments.
Even tho the pregnancy test are positive. That first doc appt. confirms and actually sees if there's a vital heart beat and if everything looks as it should. So until then I'm trying to relax, not worry, and think good thoughts as I feel all is going as it should.
----Ok aug 14th doc app update---
First appointment went great! Ultra sound as well as everything looking good. Very hard to tell much at this point except that there is a little one growing and it has a heartbeat.
Saw the little tiny baby ( that literally looks like a caterpillar) on the ultrasound and saw the little flicker of a heart beating inside..... Such a cool feeling to see that as well as putting some nerves at ease ( for now)
--babies first heart rate measured at 141--and first picture 😘😘
Since iv been pretty nauseas and super tired and didn't wanna make excuses for why I couldn't drink all the sudden either. Haha.
Got Alex this shirt and send the pic to family n friends. With the headline .....
Doc appt # 2. 13weeks now
Everything going good so far, baby's heart beat 154, saw it moving around, saw its tiny little hands and feet! Pretty crazy how human like it looks at only 23 weeks and about 3".
Here it is the arm and hand kinda waving
Ohhhh boy. 😉
Posted by Elena at 1:25 AM